"Alone again, naturally..."

You know, I really hate that song. It's so pathetic and sad. However, I feel pathetic and sad today. Oh, I know why, so I'm not completely surprised. I felt like I was going to do a lot today but it ended up being a complete waste of a Saturday.
I cooked. That was it.
Oh, don't get me wrong. I like cooking but when you cook because you are bored, you have serious issues. I didn't even eat a lot of what I made. That's sad and pathetic, I think. Who was I cooking for anyway?
Blah! Again I spiral into the abyss of self-pity. The plans I had today were post-poned. Not by me, of course.
I know. I should be like the *bleep*ing leaf on the *bleep*ing river of life and go with the *bleep*ing flow. But sometimes, you are, like, "Why the *bleep* am I on this river?"
Sorry. I tend to cuss a lot when I'm angry. I guess most people do.
*sigh* Sorry to vent. I'm sure I'll get over it.

Graduation

Yes, it has been more than a month since I wrote. Since then I've graduated but not walked, experienced my first white Christmas though it melted by 10am, and actually wore a sari to a mallu-american thing. Tres weird. Acceptance is the last phase they say. I guess I'm simply tired of being angry, lonely, and in denial.